I just want to vent out all my frustration on my blog now so as to calm myself down. It is just moments away from my birthday and I do not want myself to be angry at that point of time. Why couldn't my decision be heard of? Why is it that I respect your decision and yet you never respected mine? Isn't something known is mutual respect in the dictionary? Everything which you had done is just to please yourself at the expense of my feelings. I kept it all bottled up pretty well and I am fed up now. You love to make me angry because you enjoy the feeling of irritating me! This reason is fantasic isn't it? Maybe mutual respect is when I am fed up, you will also get fed up with me. This is your version of mutual respect? I thought compromising is still the main ingredient in relationship in this generation but time and time again, I was proved wrong. There is still alot of unhappiness bottled up inside me. I hope that this accumulated anger will be eased tomorrow on my birthday. Another hour....