Perhaps, I am a selfish person.

I was reflecting how has my effort to reconcile all my family differences made any significant impact when I realised my own mistakes. I am trying to change my family members into my ideal family. The problem is that my family can never be ideal no matter what!

I will forever be the bad temper son in the family and will not have adequate time to spend with the family.

My mom will forever be the stubborn, superstitious and the control freak that she is.

My sister will forever stay with bad company and will never ever realise the importance of family

My father will forever be missing from home at every opportunity which he have and not contributing any significant things to the family.

But what I am trying to do I feel is justified. As the saying goes "if you love someone, do not try to change them". I totally hate the kind of family I have therefore I feel that I have all the right to try to change them a family of my dreams.


Another area for improvement for me is my communication skills. I feel that the way I talk could offend people before I can realise it. Or the way I behave is anti-social. This is totally not the kind of behaviour of a successful man! Therefore must try to buck my my communication!