Finally all the exams are over! I was quite prepared for all the papers as I had prepared early this time round.

As I had foresee, there was indeed trouble happening on my exam week. Luckily, it occur the night before taxation paper. Police coming to my home in the middle of the night waking me up when I am sound asleep. The cause of all this is my sister! I do not know whether I regard her as a sibling. What I feel for her is partly pity, partly hate. Pity is for the life she had to go through. Hate for the amount of trouble she caused my family.

I tried to encourage her to start life afresh, to lead a life outside the underworld. I was trying to step into her footsteps to think why she had became so isolated from the family and why she enjoys living a life of "excitement". Seriously, I am completely clueless. Even my ultra bad temper is able to withstand our Mother's constant nagging. Maybe I am the favourite child but I feel that I have every right to be her favourite. However, I believe that if you were to treat her in a better manner, what she is willing to offer me will be offered to you as well. Sigh! My sister is already in her mid 20s. I really hope she will be more mature, plan about the future and stop living this kind of totally undesirable life(imo).

My ex-colleagues in WT, they are as academically declined as my sister is and yet they are living life normally, in a stable relationship, in a happy family and a stable job. So why can't my family be the same! I am already juggling so many responsibilities yet I am still finding a way to make my family happier. I help my sister whenever she need my help, accompany my mother as much as possible and even visit my father despite the fact that I hated him since young. I told my sister that I hope that our family to be happy, urge my mother to reduce her nagging for the benefit of the company and praying that my father will return home a better man. Maybe my next birthday wish or visit to the temple, I will pray and hope or whatever I can but in order for all these to become a reality, I really do need the contribution of everybody!

(repeated a lot a lot of times - I really envy complete and happy families)

Events which are within my knowledge now:
1) Employment contract signing with ML on 25 Aug
2) Singapore Stock Challenge
3) Father returning home on 4 Sept
4) Results on 15 Sept

Talking about results, I hope I done well enough to get a 4.0.