ERP rates from my home to my work place is $1!

Parking is free at Marina Square and Millenia Walk.

ERP rates from work place to home is another $1!

Transportation MRT from Redhill to City hall $0.98.

Transportation MRT from Tiong Bahru to City hall $0.88.

Question is whether should I take train or ride to work?

While I was doing spring cleaning for my emails, I read through a few emails sent by Cynthia in the past. I realised that we were very close to breaking up in the midst of November 2005 to January 2006. I do not recall what happened but I am certain that the reasons are very likely to be childish and immature. Reflecting back, a thought was always on my mind whenever something bad was brewing in my relationship, was I in this relationship for the sake of companionship.

Companionship it was as we had accompany each other from late 2006 to mid 2008 without much trouble. However, everlasting was never possible as predicted by me. Being the typical accountant, I was thinking of the returns of this relationship.

We are not as happy as we used to be in the past. Now, it seems that we can easily have a much better conversation with friends with jokes in the conversation. I had also predicted that couples usually have less things to talk about due to restriction in certain topic.

I have the feeling of being used in this relationship. Especially when I got my motorbike! Although it had shorten my travelling time to get to her home, it still takes 30 minutes. A round trip would already take 1 hour. You should feel privileged instead of abusing the fact that you can get a more convenient form of transportation and it is getting more annoying as time passes.

I also get jealous easily and I am jealous of the fact that you care about a dog more someone who has been in your life for 3 years. Back to the topic of happiness, you once said that Oscar is the ONLY one who could make you feel happy. So I guess I am not needed any more?

I wish to offer you as much support as you offered for me while I took my O Levels. I would remain quiet and supportive throughout your journey. I can offer advise and a listening ear when you want to voice out your frustration. I would try to refrain from any acts that would caused you to be emotional unbalanced as I believe that exams would be done the best when an individual is both physically and emotionally healthy.

P.S.
Buying the water bottle for me was one of the most thoughtful things that you had done in our relationship... Thanks...

I actually finished watching Heroes 2 in 2 days! Actually, it is not as bad as what the critics said. I was glued to the storyline since the third episode which is the reason why I finish the series so quickly. The creator of Heroes really have that fascinating ability to keep viewers in suspense. Even up till the last episode where it makes me want to catch the third season as soon as it is released. The good news is that season 3 has already been released but sadly, its not officially released in Singapore.

I just realised another thing about me. Whenever I watch a drama series, I can't help but take a liking for some of the actresses (who ask actresses to be so pretty everytime!). In season 1, I liked Hayden...



However, after the second season... I found another babe :D



Her name is Kristen Bell and she's 28 years old! This makes me wanna grow old. Haha... I am truly sounding like a young college guy who get crush easily.

I'm tired of everything... maybe I will just drop everything... all affections, responsibilities and everything... just lying on my bed and resting...

Finally all the exams are over! I was quite prepared for all the papers as I had prepared early this time round.

As I had foresee, there was indeed trouble happening on my exam week. Luckily, it occur the night before taxation paper. Police coming to my home in the middle of the night waking me up when I am sound asleep. The cause of all this is my sister! I do not know whether I regard her as a sibling. What I feel for her is partly pity, partly hate. Pity is for the life she had to go through. Hate for the amount of trouble she caused my family.

I tried to encourage her to start life afresh, to lead a life outside the underworld. I was trying to step into her footsteps to think why she had became so isolated from the family and why she enjoys living a life of "excitement". Seriously, I am completely clueless. Even my ultra bad temper is able to withstand our Mother's constant nagging. Maybe I am the favourite child but I feel that I have every right to be her favourite. However, I believe that if you were to treat her in a better manner, what she is willing to offer me will be offered to you as well. Sigh! My sister is already in her mid 20s. I really hope she will be more mature, plan about the future and stop living this kind of totally undesirable life(imo).

My ex-colleagues in WT, they are as academically declined as my sister is and yet they are living life normally, in a stable relationship, in a happy family and a stable job. So why can't my family be the same! I am already juggling so many responsibilities yet I am still finding a way to make my family happier. I help my sister whenever she need my help, accompany my mother as much as possible and even visit my father despite the fact that I hated him since young. I told my sister that I hope that our family to be happy, urge my mother to reduce her nagging for the benefit of the company and praying that my father will return home a better man. Maybe my next birthday wish or visit to the temple, I will pray and hope or whatever I can but in order for all these to become a reality, I really do need the contribution of everybody!

(repeated a lot a lot of times - I really envy complete and happy families)

Events which are within my knowledge now:
1) Employment contract signing with ML on 25 Aug
2) Singapore Stock Challenge
3) Father returning home on 4 Sept
4) Results on 15 Sept

Talking about results, I hope I done well enough to get a 4.0.

Something strike me today.

I was thinking... I am fortunate in a sense that I never have those typical teenager problems. I do not have problems in my studies, relationship, peer pressure or whatever.

However, I have to deal with many problems which are equally mentally and emotionally draining as well. Family problems? Dealing with gangsters and troublemakers? Never had I felt so helpless.

Sigh... right now isn't the time for all these thoughts...

Focus... Concentrate...

Watched the Olympics for the first time in my life.... it was addictive!

I think I was mesmerised by Park Mi-young, a pretty young lass :)



Cute right? still got her video playing table tennis on youtube.... fierce!



Anyway, I'm still patriotic... I was rooting for Singapore to win right from the start! Although I was captivated by the Korean beauty ;p

Lol... cannot say too much.. later Cyn will beat me...

Go back study lei..

screwed claw...

maybe got chance got "baby" ;p

:pray: mark leniently!

Sibei Sian...

so did a test in my break time...

the results --->

Just installed the mirrors :) Not used to them yet as they are very small!

Wait until after my exam then I polish it until nice nice...

Bought new mirrors @ $38








Will post pictures of it on my bike after I install it....

Exams coming that is why my table so messy :)

Lastly, watched Money & Mummy...

Money is draggy but quite touchy

Mummy takes you to a fantasy ride

That's all....

Exam from 15 Aug till 22 Aug

Why is it that every time when my test/exams are approaching, there seems to be some form of distraction?

I went to make a police report recently. It is regarding my sister's boyfriend. What I can say is that my family and I had tolerated the last of your terrorising behaviour! I do not need to be a physic to be able to tell your future. Not only are you uneducated, you are uncivilised as well. This would bring you nowhere in this society. Maybe you could have the benefits of living off tax-payers money which should be something you ought to be proud of as not much Singaporeans get to enjoy that "privilege".

The police told me that they can have him arrested due to attempting to house break. Combined with your past criminal records, I'm sure the law will be impartial with their sentencing. So, if he were to ever come near my home to terrorise or disturb my family, be very certain that I will contact the police.

This is why I am studying very hard right now. So that I can afford to go to the police station to give my statement if the need arises. Normally, I couldn't be bothered about what sort of guys my sister dates. Never had I urge my sister to break-up with her current boyfriend. This prove that how much this asshole is undeserving of my respect. However, he made me more protective of my mother and in the first time of my life, hope that my father was around protecting the family.

However, I feel that all this distraction has weighted me down. I feel that my revision progress isn't as smooth as I expected. I have trouble with the computation of Non-resident income tax and quite uncertain with the computation of MA2. I have not memorise any theory yet! So here I am furiously studying to ensure my 4.0 dreams remains fulfil-able :)

And one more thing...

this is the colour of my arms right now...

Went back to school for PPP this morning. PPP is Professional Preparation Program. Actually, I feel that the message can be transfer by simply giving the PPP booklet to us. This would be a win-win situation for both the school and the student as the school get to save the cost of conducting the PPP and transfer the cost savings to the students who can get the PPP booklet for free :)

To bad I do not have the guts to put that under the feedback for the PPP.

After the PPP, I hang around in school to wait till a appropriate time to leave for the Singapore Bike Fest. Chat for awhile can notice something unique. There are turtles mating in the pond! Here are the pictures to provide evidence to what I said :)



So how does turtles mate? I'm not sure but it sure looks like a very popular "position" :)

After that, off I went to the SBF. Kind of a disappointment as the events were pretty boring. But there were plenty of pretty bikes...









Personally, the first 3 photos are ranked according to my liking. If I was god damn rich and living in a private property, these would probably be one of my assets. This would probably be my retiring plans. Drive in the afternoon when the Sun is freaking hot and ride at night and up north occasionally to enjoy the breeze. Despite my age, I am already thinking about my retirement already :) This shows that I am a very organised person ;p

Here are the other photos I took:



Can spot my bike?





and the nicest post with my bike so far...



and the two who keep bugging me to go riding acting like these are their bikes...



That is all that I got for the SBF.

There is two more things I want to bring up. Initially, I was suppose to go with PL who was suppose to a companion. However, she backed up and I had to go myself. So I was telling myself: "Eugene ah Eugene ah, must be more sociable and make more new friends". But apparently, I have not yet acquire the skills to break ice so I guess this is an aspect that needs more work to improve my characteristic.

So the last an final part is specially for my relationship. Coincidently, two of my friends used the same display message which goes: "the more we get together the happy we'll be". I was contemplating how wonderful if this is applied to our relationship. So with this inspiring statement, I decided to ask PL out to catch a movie and to surprise her with the fireworks which will be on display today. But alas, this was not to be...

Maybe it is a win-win situation again as we both get to do our revision...