It never cease to amaze me how much I can tolerate my temper infront of my friends and yet turn into a monster into a monster infront of the 2 closest person in my life.

I had a quarrel with my mother today. I told her she is too money-minded for some reasons. Soon, ugly scene start to unfold. She say I am money-minded as well! She quote an extremely stupid example "you also money-minded... everytime go eat you straight away say money money..." I was totally pissed off. I worked for 2 years plus earning allowance for myself all this time. Only in circumstances where I really am unable to come up with money do I approach you for money. There are many times when I totally do not have a single cent and yet I did not approach you!

Maybe my reply was too harsh. I reminded her that I had been working for a living and most of my friends who are still students do not have to work but instead can get allowance regularly from their parents.
Her reply: "Other people can get allowance because their father work and are well off"
Mine reply: "There are also other people whose father go play around and yet still getting allowance from their parents"

And here is another point I like to emphasis!
IT IS NOT ME WHO WANT A FATHER LIKE THIS! SO DUN FUCKING BLAME ME FOR YOU MARRYING A MAN WHO DO NOT SUPPORT YOU!

To be honest, I really envy most of my friends, especially those with complete family. I think I can safely say that I have not enjoyed fatherly love since the day I was born. And yes I do enjoyed motherly love BUT please apply your love in a more caring way instead of constantly nagging and being sacastic!

Damn pissed off now! I think I hate the most is being blamed for something I do not do and in which I have no control over. So the reason I am angry:
1) You are the one who choose the marry your husband so dun blame me for the things he done!
2) I am not money-minded! Yes, I could be but I had never eyed your fortune in the first place!
3) Dun keep using our family to compare with other families! Our is not really a family anyway!

(cold war)