As people says, the person who know you the best is yourself.

Strangly, I do not find it true for me. I feel that I do not understand myself! Basically, what I understand about myself is that I have big ambition.

Sometimes, when I get emotional, I do not even know the reason for me feeling that way! The feelings just seems to go straight into my brain. Sometimes, my heart hurts for no apparent reason.

Another strange thing running through my mind is that I hoping for my father to be released soon. A family really need a man in order to function properly. The childhood of mine cannot be altered and I habour no hopes of having a happy family but I just hope that when he's back, he will take good care of the family and my mother.

Shucks... I do not even know what I am talking about. Maybe I am just dreaming. The present is too depressing for me now.