After looking through some of my project materials, I found some interesting facts. For example, there were theories on how the solar system were formed. There many things in space which are very scary.

1) Black holes which is 20+ the size of the Sun and it is even able to suck light into it.
2) The Sun will accumulate energy and will grow so big that it is able to boil the earth's water & even cause the earth's atmosphere to move to space.
3) Star exploding.
4) Global warming & how fast the resources on Earth are being used it.
5) Storms in other planets which can last at least 100 plus years.
6) The big boom! As in the end of the universal.

This is only some of the details. There are alot more details but I am too lazy to read all of it. It is damn wordy! If you guys are interested, just go wikipedia and search for solar system and start linking around the webpages in wiki.

Then, the more serious part. I start to think that will happen then. Will earthlings leave Earth for another planet? What if all of life is being sucked into the black hole? Would there be living things in the black hole? Or the big boom killing all the stars? And we cant do anything to stop it! Scary huh? Or am I thinking too much? After all, there is still at least millions or billions of years before this happen.

Then, I thought of another matter. What will life be like after death? Is there really such thing as afterlife? Going to heaven or hell? Personally, I feel that followers of certain religion just want something that can give them something to believe in. Afterlife, to me is unrealistic. Maybe there was some guy in the past who went into a deep coma and had some dream and upon awaking, he thought that he went to some paradise and tell everyone that is afterlife. I will only believe in such things if there is prove. This isn't the first time I am thinking about life after death. Whenever I am pondering over it, it always gives me the shivers. I do not know if I am afraid of death but I am just fearful of what will happen after death. I always think of life after death whenever someone I know passed away or I read about the end of life.

Because of my fears, I feel that it is very important to live life to the fullest. No point getting angry over tiny matters. Just try to let go as fast as possible and enjoy the life which everybody deserve. If you are too fearful of everything, then what is the point in living. To me, being really rich doesn't really make a person happy. I read about stories regarding millionaires who have a terrible social life. Friends are there for them because of their money. While their millionaire friends will look down on them if their fortune suddenly disappear. I do not mean that I do not want to be rich. Just earn enough to enjoy life. Do not earn to much as the chances that the more a person earns, the more pressure there is in the job. So with this, I promise to live life happily from now on. Do not always be so hot-tempered as it will only damage my health. I wanna die comfortably in my sleep and not choking to death or let some bateria eat my body while I am healthy.

Basically, live life to the fullest! Try to displace unhappiness with happiness as soon as possible!