Things has not been smooth sailing of late.

Arguments has taken its toll on me.

Assignment has left me hanging dry.

Sometimes I just feels so tired. The urge of dropping everything and just leave some quiet peaceful time by myself. No interuptions, no nags, no homeworks, no projects, no quarrels. All by myself and relaxing.

My friends told me something. I am a busy guy. It's like I will meet up with them and again disappear for a couple of months before they can see me again. My gal told me I am a busy guy. Everytime covering myself with duties and burying myself in homeworks. However, there is one thing that I am very certain. Those are the burdens that I would have to carry if I want to achieve what I aim!

A mother nagging at home certainly doesn't make things any better. Just when you feel you finally manage to add the final piece into a jigsaw, someone comes to you and yak yak yak yak, and the piece of jigsaw suddenly goes missing.

My gal also said I had changed, and I totally agree. In the past, when ever I had an arguement with you, there is a 100% chance that I will not be able to sleep well in the night. But now, the moment I hang up the phone or send the final sms, I would most probably be fast asleep within 10 minutes. Somehow, I do not feel anything special currently. Perhaps, I am just waiting for a miracle to make our feelings towards each other special. To be honest, I really been very patient waiting.

My wish now is to have at least 7 hours of sleep each day without compromising anything else. (Of coz my motorcycle still remains the priority!) =)