I am damn stress now! Tutorials! Mini-projects! Projects! I do not think my frail little body can take all this pressure. This is the first time in my life that I do not know how to do a homework. To elaborate more, when my homework is blank, it is very likely that I am too lazy to do and do not even have the time to copy the work. But now in polytechnic, I can spent 1 hour stucked at a question and still do not know what to do. Even if I am able to complete the question, it is very likely that I will still get the wrong answer!

Let me quote an example. This happened to me just recently. I spent 2 hours and 30 minutes doing a tutorial. Overall, tutorial requires me to complete 5 questions. Within this 2.5 hours, I managed to complete 4 questions and that leaves with just one question which I completely had no idea how to do! 2.5 hours... This time is the time limit for most of my test nowadays and I spent all of it to do just 5 petite questions! Further more, of the 4 question which I did, 3 of the answers were wrong! That would means I only manage to get 1 out of 5 right! Sigh! I'm getting stupider :(

The modules I am taking this semester are tough! Damn tough!
Taxation - its kinda easy but there is still alot of things to memorise.
Business Law - need i say more about this? Law! Cases to memorise and question which requires me to debate!
Managerial Accounting 1 - This is the module which the tutorial I did got 1/5 only! Further more, most of my classmates and coursemates all do not know how to do!
Regulatory Framework of Accounting - This is the law of accounting! Similar to law, the modules requirement for a student is for them to understand the Financial Reporting Standard (FRS) and how those standards justify accounting treatment!
Finance International Trade - Memorising of shipping terms, shipping documents. Need a say more?

Basically, this semester requires me to memorise, memorise and memorise! I will be quite glad to get a 3.8 GPA this semester but I will still aim to get a 4.0 GPA! I'm going to be a nerd for this semester! 4.0 will be my motivation to work hard.

I vaguely recalled that Cynthia had told me something. What if I do not have a job to support myself? Would I have done better? I think that this is an excuse to console oneself. I think that studies should be well balanced with all other factors. To be able to balance everything makes you better than those who got straight As by staying at home and getting help from private tutors. I strongly believe that with hard work would really make a differences!