Finally, another module is over. The macroeconomics paper was easiler than what i expected and I am confident of getting an A. Hopefully, i will not be disappointed. The next test, business management, will be on monday and i know shit about this module. I am prepared to get a C grade for this module already but again, I always aim higher. May I get a B+ for bmgmt at least? Or else getting a C will pull my GPA down alot.

Wow! I could not believe I study through out last night! I wanted to sleep from 9pm to 1pm but I was disturbed by my sister using the computer and the 7 month celebration thingy below my home. They were so noisy that I give up forcing myself to sleep. I just took a nap from 4am to 5am! Other than that, I was studing furiously for macro. In fact, after all the studying, I am so confident that I hardly even touch the notes on my way to school. I was relaxing my overworked brain during the bus journey and when I reached school, I just refresh my memory with my classmates. Immediately when I reached home, I headed straight for my bed and sleep till 4pm. However, I think the sleep is insufficient as my head is hurting me now.

Speaking of hurt, I do not know what went into me today. I feel the urge to hurt myself suddenly. I pounded my fist onto the wall, slapped the wall with my palm and punch the wall using my fist with quite a big force. This may sound funny but I like the pain I felt! Okay, let me describe what I did first. First, I punch the wall so hard that my knuckles hurt so much. I could not take a second punch on the wall so I just pound and slap the wall. Somehow, this feeling of pain is able to erase what my brain is thinking! Maybe I will use this method more often. But regretfully, I did all of that using only my right hand and now my right hand is swollen. Knowing that I cant that the pain from knocking the wall, I switch method. Ouch! My hand still hurts now. The next method was exercising! I did a whopping 100 push ups! My record so far for doing push up at one go. The next set was 50 and 50. Total, I did 200 push ups. I played with the dumbbells too! After I did all of those method, my head surprising feels clear. No heart have liften. I want to experience those feeling more often. Maybe I will start punching the wall again after my hand has recovered. Oh ya! I would like to thank Jie Yong! Your idea of covering the face with a pillow while screaming was effective! I did get to scream my lungs out! However, the problems is that while I am screaming, my throat start to become very dry. It could be due to insufficient air entering my airpipes.

Lastly, to end off, I would like to wish my secondary school happy 50 years anniversary! Although I had graduated, the school will always give me fond memories. Hope everyone attending the QUEST 50 anniversary dinner will enjoy themselves there!