My exams is approaching and I am sleeping everytime I am suppose to study! Why do I not have any motivation to study? Exams is ONLY TWO WEEKS away and I am not anxious at all! Take today for example: I am studying for my macro economics paper and I fallen asleep immediately after I finish reading all my notes! I was still planning to do some past years' exam papers after I had read my notes. Why is this happening to me? I do not want to do badly for my exams! I want A grade for all my modules and not those stinking B or C grades. Sigh... Hope I will wake up soon...

Yesterday, I was a marina watching the fireworks with Cynthia. I admit that this firework was some what different from the other fireworks I had seen. Briefly, it was spectacular. It was colourful and the fireworks displayed were made of all sort of designs. I particularly love the fireworks at the end where the whole sky seems to be filled with comets falling straight until earth. But the atmosphere wasn't that wonderful. I could not shout and scream as I always did while watching the fireworks. Cynthia covered my mouth whenever I tried to scream! So i could only feast my eyes on the fireworks. The place was also filled with people! I remember going there early to have a good location to share some romantic moments with Cynthia. However, the place was already almost full by then. By the time the clock strike 9 when the fireworks were schedule to start, the whole place was flooded with people. Flooded to an extent to skin to skin contact with anyone in the crowd (wow!). This was what I see from the front la... because I and Cynthia manage to find a close to cosy spot in front.

In the morning of yesterday, I was back in my secondary school for the award ceremony. The teachers were damn strict about neatness! They pin up my hair using hair clips so as to make my hair appears short and forced me to tuck in my shirt! What the hell man! I have graduated and what is wrong with wearing smart casual instead of formal? I still look smart what. Just get a tiny mini $50 popular bookshop voucher only! But it was a good experience. That was the first time I was up on the school stage receiving an award for something good I had done. My mother seems so proud of me while seating in the VIP seats. This is the best I could do to make you smile. Hopefully, I still can do more to that...

I just finish watching the GTO animation. GTO stands for Great Teacher Onizuka. I admire what that man can do although it all seems quite exaggerating. The things he is willing to sacrifice for his students and his wits. Of course, it is always great to have a bunch of school girls wearing mini skirt surrounding you all the time! Oh my god, it is a dream come true. Lol... Haha.. joking... I really envy him for what he can do. After watching this animation, I dream of doing something great. Something I can do which could actually make people remember me! What can I do? Be a teacher? Help out in community work? What is greatness? Do I have a makings of a great person? Sigh... Maybe this all is just a dream.

Lets talk about what I have included into my collection since the last time I had blog. My mother bought me two branded stuffs!!! Maybe this is her form of congraluating me for my good results and good behavior recently. The first item is a branded polo tee from Timberland!!! It is striped with green and white! My favourite colour!!! The next item is a green slip-on. YES!!! Another into my green collections! Haha... The slip-on is from Crocs and it is damn expensive. I should have called Cynthia to buy for me when she is still working for that company to save some money. It is certainly not value for money for those piles of rubber. Thanks mother!!!!

End off here lei... Someone please motivate me to study!!! Sigh... and I am getting paranoid also... HELP HELP HELP HELP!!! I do not feel right!!!! ~~~~~