Why on earth am I blogging in the middle of the night when I should be sleeping after a tiring day at work; this really puzzles me. I have to work tomorrow before I will enjoy my off day on friday. I have to endure 8 straight working day despite being a greenhorn in the working sector. I had fallen sick several times this week in the process of the 8 day working marathon and I am really looking forward for my off day. I suffered from stomachache, giddiness, slight fever and even muscle pains! All the suffering for the sake of having sufficient money to lead a decent life. No concern whatsoever from anyone except from my colleages, saddening isn't it. Anyway, work had been fun yet boring. It is going to be the off peck season in the travelling business and this will directly affect those enterprise which is selling winter wear. My colleages are already complaining and are considering to find a new job if it continues to be so boring.

Anyway, I passed my birthday and chrismas day without any memorable incident. I am slightly unpleased with alot of things. I do not hope to eleborate too much on it because I rather spend my time brooding on some complicated plot which I read in a storybook. Currently, I have almost finished reading Dracula. I also borrowed a biography of Vlad Dracula from the library. It appears that Court Dracula was only a make believe character by Bram Stroker. I believe many will be surprised by the fact that Dracula was actually Vlad Dracula, nicknamed Vlad the impaler, who was a historical figure who fought many wars in the past. He was well respected by many people despite the fact that he is a saddist. I guess this is enough information. If you want to find out more information, you can search the net or try borrowing a book from the library.

Good news in this paragraph! I will be getting my salary on 0000 in the 24 hour clock on 29 december ;) Let me think of my shopping list - a sling bag, levi's jean and a belt. A fixed amount of my salary will be used for my personal expenses and transportation fee. The excess will be divided into two parts - one for my mother & the other for my savings. Haha. Isn't it surprising that I am actually doing some financial planning? I used to spend money which having a second thought. This is because I never know the pain of earning money thus I can spend it so freely. I need money for so many purposes in the future - vintage convertor cars, terrace houses, marriage money and this could go on forever. If I do not save now, when can I ever afford all those items? So I should spend considerably now.

Anyway, my home is now less of two hamsters. I had given them to Linda. Hopefully, the hamsters had found a caring and responsible owner.

Now to conclude this entry in my blog, I will briefly explain my thoughts recently. I felt that everything had changed, even myself. The belief which I held for such a long time have been put into question. I made a resolution and I have decided to give myself another chance. You could say that I am boasting but I feel that I had experience alot of matters, especially unhappy matters, although I am still at this young tender age. I had done wrong and I pray for forgiveness. I think I better sound less distressing =) There is also some items I wish to include in my blog. I would really like to thank Tian Guan, Linda, Jia Ming, Shirley, Jun Ping, Jessica & Jiayun for remembering my birthday. Lots of thanks to each and everyone of you. You really brightened up my birthday. I received gift from Esther and Jiayun. Really thanks alot. It is really appreciated as no one had really put into their consideration about my birthday previously.