I had no blog for a few days. I was too busy with studying that I neglected everything else in my life. I sincerely apologize to those I had neglected.

This holiday was pure hell! There is no difference from a normal school day with the exception of waking up later in the morning and avoiding the flag-raising ceremony. I spent alot of my time this week on English in a bid to push it up to A2 ( Mr Osman told me to aim high ). So far, I had been inconstant in my results which left me very disappointed in those ocassion when I failed. I know where my problems lie and I am struggling very hard to make improvement. Another subject of my worry is Humanities. No matter how hard I try to absorb the facts inside my brain, I couldn't seem to do so! In every piece of work which I handed in was all atempts to score. However, I am left disappointed again. How on earth can I get my expected results at the end of the day? My preservation could only hold me to such an extent that I will just freak out and fall sick one day. I long to get sick - avoiding school and sleeping the entire day. But, there is so many matters at hand which I must settle within two months. Maybe I could write about my story in an essay given to me recently - A race against time. I had wasted a few months playing and this is the time now to really put everything away and fully concentrate on my studies. I pray I will be able to complete this last lap without any falls.

My last paragraph is delicated to PL. Good luck for all your job interviews and may you find a job which has a decent salary and good working hours. All the words you said to me will be a pillar for me for the next two months.