Studying for prelim is giving me a big headache. Medicines can't help, care wasn't given and no attention seek. Perhaps I deserve it. I waited till the last minute to do all my revison. I did badly for my Social Studies. I mean very badly. I left the seq blank as I studied for another theme. Hai.. Let bygones be bygones. I am going on a long biking trip after my prelims. I guess I have to take care of myself more. After all, this is my own body and no one understand me more than I do. White hamster gave birth this morning leaving me with an abudants of hamster and lack of food, attention and time for them. Maybe I should put them all in the oven and cook them for a snack. Miss Tan had given another essay question. I think I am too damn stress to do it today. My brain is hurting yet I still have to study. I have so many things to handle and some many taskes left undone. Why am I putting the interest of others before mine? Help!!! I think I am going nuts soon. I got a dozen wishes now and none of them is coming true. Do wishes come true? Should I believe in miracle? Yes, I also have alot of question which is still left unanswered. Who can I turn to now?