My mind is in a mess right now. I would rather hope for something to happen than wanting it to happen. Why? While hoping, I would only think of those beautiful thoughts and never will unhappiness envelops me. If something were to happen, one will tend to either hope it had never happened or hope that it will be repeated all over and over again. I am now caught in both of the situation. Which road is better for me right now? My mood can change instantly from happy to moody. Everybody wish for happiness forever but sadly, it can hardly be acheived. Everything will have its ups and downs. The only option left is to take things as they come and learn to adapt to it. This is the only way one can be happy instead of constantly thinking of sad memories. I therefore wish happiness will be upon everybody.