I had done a couple of test recently, and I had high expectation for everyone of them. I got back my E math paper 1 first and although I score a A1, I feel it will fall to maybe a B3 after moderation. Then, my social studies mock paper. I completed my SBQ but I barely touch the SEQ. This will certainly pull down my grades by half! The last grade that is told to me is my POA test results. Although this is my favourite subject which I particularly score destination everytime, I achieved a low A1 for this test. What in the world? I have nearly a dozen excuses circulation around my head but I know it is still my fault in the end. Some of the reasons I thought of were complacency and laziness. The oral examination is also approaching and I trying to speak more English but every word which came out of my friends' mouth were chinese so I had no choice but to communicate back using the same language. I had to build up my confidence, brainstorm quickly and express my ideas clearly to the examinor. However, this tasks proved to be hard to overcome. Even with my oral practise together with my teacher, I still couldn't get my ideas across to her. Hopefully, I will overcome all my fears by this week. It is only now that I realised that I am actually stressed but I am taking things too lightly thus not feeling the stress. Less than 3 months away to the actually examination. Will I be able to buck up in time? I have high expectation and I really hate to be disappointed.