While I am seating at my desk anticipation for the actual start of the O level examination, I could few the sweat running down my palms. I conclude that either I am nervous or I am not prepared for the examination. Indeed I had waited 11 and a half years for this moment. This is the most stressful year among my primary education to secondary education. Yet, I'm hardly motivated to study. I am still continuing my carefree lifestyle despite my friends struggling to keep up with the pace. Maybe this is the way I operate - study at the last minute. I been wondering if I have the disipline to study and do my homework everyday, would I be what I am today? The "would" leaves alot of question marks behind. But the piority lies in the present now. It is neither in the past nor the future. What my future would be mainly depends on the next 3 months. It is high time I wake up and do something instead of wasting my life away sleeping. I thought of my method of studying but I am yet to venture into it. Oral examination is tomorrow. I must keep telling myselves to be calm, do not freak out when I see the picture and keep my head clear so that I will not be at a loss of words. My preparation for the oral is simple. Drink some medical stuff to clear my bad throat and continue reading all night later.

Ahem Ahem.....