What for argue over the things which are not within our control. All we can do is to make the best out of it so that we will be happier. If we keep pondering over it, what use will it be? You will only make yourself be at unease. Which is more worthwhile? Being happy or unhappy? I would rather pursue the former. My creativity juices are depleting. Cynthia or Pui Leng if that is what you prefered to be called. Can you step into my shoes and think about me? Maybe it is me who is in the fault, my question for those "high grades". It is only once in a lifetime that you do your O's in public school and you will want to do well. That is the idea in my mind right now. At first, you were supportive of my idea but maybe time can really change everything. I mean it is really very comforting to let someone know of my problems but what happen if it backfires? My problems will only be extended. I was really hoping you will understand and support me. Today, my CME teacher talk about what is the differences between affections and love. What are the factors which a couple must have to belong in each respective catalogy. I was wondering where we stand as a couple. Perhaps you should think of it too. I will roughly describe my life currently - Wake Up, School, Nap, Homework, Revise, Blog, Sleep & YOU! My daily routine now. Which of it will make me relax and calm down? Which of those factors will give me stress and pressure? Weekends is an escape from reality temporary and soon it will be a blessing which I cannot enjoy. I just want to be happy and escape from the stress while I can! Who will like the pressure of taking the O's?