I do not know what to type. I know I want to study and revise yet whenever I took out a book, my mind will wonder off to other things. I have been doing so mistake here and there. For instance, there is a POA test today. There was a whole list of question which I scanned through and try to list out the answers and format mentally in my brain. However, I completely miss out a 2 marks question! Every little thing which is added up together will come together to form something hugh and I cannot afford to be making all those silly mistake all the time. I can also feel my health deteriorating. It is a far cry from the sporting and energtic young child I used to be. Whenever I do something which requires alot of strength and brain power, I would almost feel my brains being to soffociate, my lungs being block and my muscles giving way. How can I improve my health? I will feel the slightest of discomfort in my brain whenever I study. This is the reason why I hate studying. I know it sounds outrageous because it is just a lame excuse to avoid studying. Maybe I am really too lazy and complacent. However, I believe that with hard work, you do not lose out. Enough of studying again. I been mumbling and thinking of studies, O's and my future. It is time to give myself a break. I planned a list of activities for the next few weeks. Cycling, basketball and possibly gambling. All those thing which I had not done for a long time. Today, I'm proud of reviving my long lost art of cooking. LOL!!! It is the first time in months since I whipped up edible dishes. Maybe I should cook more often so that my mom will not have a chance to cook ( She is too health conscience ). All the dishes were cooked with sambal chilli. I was particularly hunting for ice water after my dinner. Now, I'm thinking of food again. This make my mouth itcy. Trouble! I already stomached an entire packet of chocolate during lesson time all for the name for gaining weight. I guess the best way to gain weight is to eat eat eat and exercise exercise exercise. I am now considering of cooking something to eat after I finish my long overdue homework. =p