In a blink of an eye, my relationship with Cynthia had gone to a whole new stage and the school holidays is over. This holiday seems to be short! I was apparently having less sleep than the usual school life! I had to juggle between work, relationship and studies. I did all my homework in a rush during the last few days of the school holidays. I am also visably thinner and weaker as I am nearly exercising while working. I swear I will never do that kind of job again! Lets not think about that for a moment. It was our 3 months anniversary today. I'm sorry that I could not do anything except treating you to a meal and accompany you today. I was tired and at a loss of what to do and where to go. All my plans were too time consuming and I do not have a chance to plan before hand. Another reason is that our arguement a few days ago left me to be moody and kind of paranoid. There is a few things that I know is too demanding so I never mention them to you. I hope I will not be that paranoid and at unease anymore. I do not even know the reason of my feelings! I hope that does not ruin anything. Back to today - it was more like a shopping spree and I am certain I spend more than $100. I like the feeling of buying whatever catching my eye. But displeassure dawn when my cash soon ran out. I set a limit on myself and I had overspend. The day as shortlived as I had to rush back home to complete all my homework and prepare for the upcoming semestor. It will be the last and the most important ride of all my schooling life! I will be a slave for the TYS, I will strive to earn the grades I desire, I will work undoubtly hard and I must have the hope and confident! Hopefully everything will turn out smoothly in the months ahead.