Early in the morning, I woke up and brush my teeth, wash my face and prepare of school. I had last stepped into the schoold since two weeks ago. This will be an important new chapter in my life as it decide the remaining rest of my pages in my like book. Miracle happened today! My hairstyle was allow and acceptable! None of the teachers spotted my long hair! I am so glad! It will save my money in going of a new haircut. I also had a new VP this term. Actually, it will be none of my business! I will just be studying, revising and this process will repeat itself for the next 4 months. I prepared a bottle of herbal drink which I forgot to bring to school. It is so forgetful of me. Anyway, the first day after a long holiday is always time to do self-reflection and set new aims. Madam Yani ask us about our hope for the next for months and honestly, I just hope that stress and pressure will not be a factor for my along this four months. Madam Yani also emphasis on something - to have hope! With hope, you will have the motivation and then you have the focus and determination. But my thought contridicts hers. What if there is individuals who already are filled with hope, overconfident and complacency? What are they able to do? I do not want to ponder over all this now. My wishlist is only filled with one sentences - To do well for my O's. The question in my mind now is only will I or will I not do well for my O's.