I have all my results now! I got A1 for math and poa, B3 for combine sciences, C5 for combine humanities, failed my CLB and english was atorious. The results were flowing in smoothly until English came along. We have to stay back after school to take the results and the atmosphere was quite tense with ocassionally people joking around. I done badly for my english! I was shocked when I received my compo paper. I got only a pathetic 9 marks. Out of point? Wrote Crap? Unclear Sentences Structure? The teacher say she did not understand what I'm writing and I honestly wrote out that piece of essay without thinking much. I only remember I dislike all the questions presented to us. Now that I got back all my results, it's time to do some self-reflection. I have to do personal revision on my own and ask the teacher for help in some areas I'm weak at eg Humanities & English. However, the result overall are better than expectation. I just feel reality is cruel. Scoring well for almost all other subject yet being shot down at the end of the road - English. I will do anything, I mean everything, to push my English up to at least a C5. I desperately need those results! Quarreled with my mother over my English results! Doesn't she understand my limits? There are no perfectionist in this world. Everyone had a flaw! I cant possibly score destination for every single thing being pushed to me! You have to understand that your son is also a normal student and not those genius in top schools! I will try my best in everything I do! After all, it's my future and it's not yours! I control my own fate! I know what I want in life! I know the limits to what I can do! Pushing me will only result in me getting stressed out! Sigh! Where is the hamster? Will it come out to console its unhappy master or hide in a corner and laugh at his master? Anyway, I saw a book at the library - Who moved my cheese? This is a self-improvement book and I found it to be very interesting. It is about two mice and two little guys who have different ideas, attitude and thoughts. The one who is stubborn and resistance to changes will always lose out in the end. Am I one of the characters being mention in the story book? =(